25.07.2010

My heart felt warm, and melted when i saw HIM.. 

We've been broke up for 1 year 13 days dy..

Today we going to beach( our old place ), we talked a lot.. When I look in your eyes,I see the love we have for each other..But you've your own life now.. You seem very happy with your life.. I've nothing can do now, I know that I've no more chance to hug you tight when i need you.. 

Don't know why i still can't forget you..

It's hard to forget and let it go..

All our 2 years 7 months memories always in my mind..

You broke me, you broke my heart,
you broke everything!
You turned my world upside down and inside out,
BUT I know it was worth it for
that one moment of love we had,
it's a shame it went bad..

You take time out to listen to me.
You talk to me, smile at me,
laugh with me, and have fun with me.
Well, I talk, smile and laugh too,
but inside I'm hurting.
Deep down it hurts to be with you because 
 I love you and you are only a friend.

I don't wish to lost YOU~

But i've lost you..

What should i do? Forget you? or ?

Actually i don't have boyfriend, i just want let you know that i am happy and I've letting you go..

It's hurt when i told you that I've boyfriend..

Sometimes letting go is so hard, but it's easier than holding onto something that isn't THERE..

And nobody will see the tears behind those smiles..

broken

I can't sleep.. so frustrated!

Why i can not have a true love?

Why you still love her?

Why you cheat me?

You cheat me that you not love her anymore..

If you still love her please go and get her..

I don't like being cheated..

Why you love her still want treat me good?

You pity me is it?

Althought i ever been hurt deeply,

what i want is true love!

but you can't give me happiness..

you do like this make me feel more HURT!

i'm not happy when we're together..

i don't know why..

maybe i'm not your princess,

the true princess is her..

so HURT !

♥

Finally bought my '' Forever Mariah Carey perfume''. Excited!!!!  yuhooooooo ~
                                         

心動

   ♥ In love with this song..

She sang out my feeling

Love hurts..

I cried, because something happened to me.. My hearts feel like cracking while I'm crying over you. There are times when I cant decide whether to see you or not,  I want to see you because I miss you but there are times when I don't want to see you because every time I do, the fact that you don't see me the way that I see you hurts me even more.. I wish I had the guts to walk away and forget about what we had. But, I can’t because I know you won't come after me, and I guess that's what hurts the most.

  

 You hurt me more than I deserve,
how can you be so cruel?
I love you more than you deserve,
why am I such a fool?

 

爱太痛 just for YOU 1812

                      爱太痛

吃不能吃 睡不能睡
Chi bu neng chi shui bu neng shui
没有了你 全都不对
Mei you le ni quan dou bu dui
我都学不会 把爱敷衍
Wo dou xue bu hui ba ai fu yan
用笑容来把眼泪催眠
Yong xiao rong lai ba yan lei chui mian
笑不能笑 哭不敢哭
Xiao bu neng xiao khu bu gan khu
人不像人 鬼不像鬼
Ren bu xiang ren gui bu xiang gui

朋友都说这 不过失恋
Peng you dou shuo zhe bu guo shi lian
但我却连呼吸都胆怯
Dan wo que lian hu xi dou dan qie
能不能不爱了 因为爱太痛了
Neng bu neng bu ai le yin wei ai tai tong le
我痛得快死了 却无法把你忘了
Wo tong de kuai shi le qu wu fa ba ni wang le
能不能不爱了 爱情它太痛了
Neng bu neng bu ai le ai qing ta tai tong le
我痛得快死了 却无法把爱割舍
Wo tong de kuai shi le que bu fa ba ai ge shi
我不能睡
Wo bu neng shui
我不能够 不能够不爱了
Wo bu neng gou bu neng bu ai le 

I love this song very much.. because he sang out my FEELING~ 

Love really hurts..

Down

Suddenly feel so down.. Why? What wrong i did? 

I just don't want you get cheated.. 

For your own good.. Wish you HAPPY =)